Spiralthe farther I fall the deeper it goes the rock solid bottom just another stone's throw I ache for the end of this frightful descent that the light holds up high should I only repent forgive and forget is to aid and abet the darkness, the void yawns aloud to its toy you know that you can't leave this road that you're on to let go, just embrace you know you belong I think that I'm done as I kiss the cold ground the bottom drops out and I still spiral downSpiral
BrainSick Mk2brainsick throwing up words phrases showing up to the ball in the same suit the same tux the big brute the wearing of the belle's ball the collar around the necks of all around, opposed, but not the same the treaty was in heaven's name the game you lost you never playedBrainSick Mk2
the biggest cost the truly sane the once again the nevermore the dollar candy the penny whore
BrainSick Mk1while I pick through the seeds inside the bag of hope for the past for the present that's as far as it goes I don't know if the book that freaky farmer's tool will assist bring me bliss because I'm such a fool to not see the degree of my difficulty in the act push it back I can't look directly all I know place to go ain't on my shopping list so I sit think of it and wonder if I'm dead in my head on the news the 3 or 6 o clock they all see filled with glee filled with a coBrainSick Mk1
Lie to Methe facts I can't handle the fear I won't face the fiction I'll swallow to flush out the tasteLie to Me
the sweet song, deception caresses the tongue so to myself I whisper like she might have done
to let me down soft with a little untruth the past never happened she's waiting for you
please lie to me gently and never you fear by the time you feel guilty I'll have disappeared
Please...I want you to think I hate you. I want you to think I left because I didn't love you, because you weren't worth it.Please...
It's a lie, all a lie.
My tears are real.
This pain in my chest that yearns and aches, strangles me every moment I know…you'll never be by my side again.
I gave up my other half, to hope you'll one day fill the gaps I couldn't. It hurt me to hurt you, it hurts more than any pain I've felt or known… I miss you.
I need you.
And I live without you - with a smile. Because I want you to believe I will be alright. That I don't think of you ev
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